Rindu Ku Terubat Kini.......

Waktu itu tiada apa yang hendak ku lakukan. Semuanya telah ku siapkan dari awal lagi. Termangu-mangu tiada apa yang hendak ku kerjakan. Sudahnya aku duduk diam menghadap komputer riba ku. Melayari dan menyusuri dunia maya. Tanpa arah tujuan. Kosong minda ku…….

“Hey…. What you doing there?”
“Doing nothing. Buat bodoh ajer depan pc nie. Ader apa?”
“Nothing. New year eve, where will you be?”
“Tak ke mana pun. Duk umah ajer. Maybe nak ke Seremban, jumpa Harith.”
“Kul berapa?”
“Entah. Tak sure. Kenapa?”
“Wanna meet up? Lepak-lepak……”
“Your place?”
“Solaris nak?”
“Bisa ajer. What time? 8 pm?”
“Alrity… See you at 8 then…..”
“Orait. Daaa……”

Terus aku berkemas-kemas. Menyiapkan diri ku. Untuk bertemu dengan si dia. Yang agak ku rindui. Sambil ku siapkan cenderahati ku buat si dia.

Segera ku bergegas ke lokasi perjumpaan. Tidak sabar untuk ketemu sama si dia. Rindu yang teramat sangat….

“Hey sorry lambat. Caught in a traffic jam.”
“It’s okay. New year eve. Semua orang nak kuar.”
“Alrite. Nak makan apa nie?”
“You?”
“Hmmm….. Ikutlah. I’m okay ajer. You order for me.”
“Okay….”

Pantas dia membuat pesanan. Dan tidak berapa lama selepas itu, hidangan telah tersedia di atas meja dan kami menikmati hidangan yang amat lazat itu. Sambil berbicara seperti biasa….

“Ehh… I have something for you. New year gift.”
“Hmmm…. Naperlah susah-susah.”
“Alah dah lama benda tue I beli. Lagi pun it’s cheap. Sorry tak mampulah nak beli hadiah mahal-mahal.”
“It’s okay. Having you in my life is the greatest gift I ever had.”
“Hmmmm….. Thank you. Gotta go. Nanti lambat pulak sampai Seremban.”
“Okay. Happy New Year sayang…..”

Bicaranya sambil mencium pipi ku……

Dan aku berlalu meninggalkan dia. Menuju ke destinasi ku. Untuk bertemu dengan si chomel ku, Luqman Harith…..

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You are my paradise, you are my craving

You are what I pray for, you are what brings my soul peace

You are what cools my eyes to see, you are the footstep of my heart

I don’t know about anything else but I do know

I see God in you, but I do not know what to do

In an offering of love my head bows down to you, what should I do

I see God in you, but I do not know what to do

What kind of distance is this, what kind of helplessness

That I have to touch you with only my eyes

Sometimes your scent, sometimes your words

Without asking for it I have received the whole world

You are what lightens my heart, you are all the valuable things of lifetimes

I don’t know about anything else but I do know

I see God in you, but I do not know what to do

In an offering of love my head bows down to you, what should I do

I see God in you, but I do not know what to do

It comes, it makes me yearn

Your shadow bothersomely kisses

How you smile, how you become shy

Is as if my God is spinning

You give me worth, you are my penance

I don’t know about anything else but I do know

I see God in you, but I do not know what to do

In an offering of love my head bows down to you, what should I do

I see God in you, but I do not know what to do

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